I KNOW MY HELLO KITTY PLAY LIST
IS SOOOOO CUTE !!! =)

just left 2 subjects!!! ^^

physic today ok ok .
actually. all the subjects is just ok ok .
i think .. that still not enough standard to reach Grade A.
err.. maybe i'll be that lucky as two years ago?
who knows. haha. i hope that too. ^^

两个星期过后,
是不是离别的时间到了?
我突然好不舍得..

最近每天醒来总觉得有种奇怪的感觉
躺在自己的床上
却觉得有前所未有的害怕感
不知道勒 ?
我想那不是因为考试而造成的吧

我还剩下3科!!!
已经很迫不及待那天的到来
结果导致我很没有心读书
接下来的是物理
我今天读了整天就只读了两课
如果等下不熬夜的话,
明天就必须很赶很赶的读完其余的8课
然后晚上的时候又再祈求上天搭救
因为我一定读不完 T.T

但是，
我已经没有了考试的心情
没有了那种心情，就等于没有了冲劲
没有了冲劲，那么就等同做什么事情都做不成
恩, 这就解释了为什么我今天差不多读了整天就只读了2课 ><

至于考得怎样, 到底是好还是不好
我自己都不知道怎样说, 也不敢去说/想那么多

真的很希望1214那天的到来
那天过后, 就真的可以拿正牌的看电视逛街睡觉............

电脑最近无辜自动关机
不小心碰到一下主机, 荧幕就会一片黑色
最好只是cable有问题吧 =)

考了三科
快点问我有没有信心拿到很好的成绩
那我就会想都不用想的告诉你
"我...一点信心都没有..."



其实..我真的很怕很怕
到现在我想起还有7科的时候
再想下自己有没有把握拿到很好的成绩的时候
真的很想哭
万一我考到不好的话怎样办
我的生物化学物理怎样办
告诉你们一个我不敢给很多人知道的事情
我...连你们觉得最最最简单最最最为轻松的mathematic都考不好
matrices, 3 dimension, earth....我都不会... ><


我在spm 1st day 的前一晚收到很多的msg
有的都是鼓励我不要哭，不要紧张
可是我真的很紧张
那天是我第一次从早上读到半夜, 而且一点睡意都没有
我从来都没有试过那样读书, 就算是两年前的PMR和UEC也没有
也才知道原来国文也要用很多时间来复习
至少都用了6-7个小时在国文上, 其他的用在sejarah
但是也不见得我很有信心拿A....

怎样办
怎样办
怎样办

至于我为什么在这里
err...我也不知道...
所以, 我现在又要去读书了...><

The time has come.

I close my eyes
And I can see
The day we met
Just one moment and I knew
You're my best friend
'Do anything
For you

We've gone so far
And done so much
And I feel
Like we've always been together
Right by my side
Through thick and thin
You're the part of my life
I'll always remember

The time has come
It's for the best I know it
Who could've guessed that you and I...
somehow, someday
We'd have to say goodbye.

You've helped me find
The strength inside
And the courage
To make all my dreams come true
How will I find
Another friend
Like you

Two of a kind
That's what we are
And it seemed
Like we were always winning
But as our team
Is torn apart
I wish we could go
Back to the beginning

The time has come
It's for the best I know it
Who could've guessed that you and I...
Somehow, some way
We'd have to say goodbye.

Somehow today...
we have to say goodbye.

try to listen it. the first song in my play list. i found the lyric is meaningful. =)

i shouldn't be here now.
and i broke my promise that wouldn't update till the end of exam.
study sejarah all day long. feel so boring with it.
and the main point is..i dun feel like i memorized the points/story after study it.
din hope for get A in this subject. but i hope at least giv me a B?

changed my blog skin again. so cute ! don't you think so? lolx. =)

had a sweet dream last night. ^^ how perfect it is if it do happen in my real life. >.<

my BIG day!!

say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to ME !
as today (4th November 2009) is my 17th birthday.

thanks

wenyea, sian, siang yee, hoho, siew teng, snoey, zhan yuan.......
and those who have wished me =)

especially wen yea. i really din expect what she did for me today.
just so surprise!!!
really thanks to her soooooo much. ^^

THANKS to all my DEAR FRIENDS!!!

as spm just left 13 days.
i have to study really hard these days.
no time left. but have lot of things to read.
will not be update anymore to fight with this exam till 14th December. ^^
wish everyone who take this exam good luck. and so do wish for myself. lolx. =)